My kinda of real day out…

I remember be daring as a child and going out in public for a run.  The daring part was that I wore only a one-piece swim suit and short t-shirt, of course some shoes.  I remember changing and running in a park.  I was confident a first there wasn’t much of a crowd, so I didn’t feel as if I was being watched.  But I did past by some older girls who noticed, they giggled as I went by.  I will be never sure if they just thought I was pantless or if they knew I was wearing a girls bathing suit. Either way I did it, and it was a taste of things to come.

Although, the most daring part of the whole outing was when I changed into just the bathing suit and shirt, well took off my shorts, I hide my shorts in the park before I ran off.  It would have been hard to explain to my family where my shorts were and what I was wearing.

My New Obession

I have a new obsession, it is maybe not my most ideal look, but gives me something to work towards. I was shopping around and the look caught my eye and I couldn’t hold myself back. Of all place to be shopping too. It is the Miley Cyrus clothing collection at Walmart. I love the look! I was to wear these youthful outfits and re-invent myself.
I loved crossdressing as a kid. I would find anything I could dress in and made the best of it. My first time dressing outside was at my grandmother’s house. She was away and I used the opportunity to dress in an outfit I put together. I found and black turtle neck, stockings, and pleated, plaid red skirt with suspenders. I dressed and went out into the world for the first time. I was the 8th grade and I would have never believed what would come.
Things have changed since my teenage years. I wish I could have grown up in this time where dressing in anything you like is almost very acceptable now. I had my first jury duty not to long ago. I went in all female clothing. The outfit was not screaming female but it was not masculine in any way either. What was great about it was it was comfortable for me. I even wore a low heel. No one seemed to mind or notice. They just accepted my style and moved on.

High School

My first girlfriend was back in high school. I thought I was going to stop crossdressing but that relationship ended and a new one began. My second girlfriend, I bought her a sexy piece of lingerie before I packaged it I had to try it on, I was hooked again. She never knew about my crossdressing and I started occassionally wearing panties again.
I dressed infront of my first person later in high school. My third girlfriend was very experimental and dressing in panties or more was nothing to hold her back. We would buy matching panties and wear them to school together. This was the furtherest I had gone with a girl as far as crossdressing. This was the girlfriend who I first dressed with in public, I took special care in selecting an outfit I should of dressed in something nicer for the night but I went for a light goth look.
I moved on to other girlfriends, sometimes telling them sometimes not. A girl I date in college was the beginning of being very open with my dressing. I would buy lingerie for both of us to wear under our clothing and for other times.

History, part 1

So this is my new blog…what to say?

I have been crossdressing since really early childhood.  As far back as I can remember, I loved dressing up in female clothing.  The opportunities were there: my sisters dressed me in pok-a-dot dresses, my mom had me wear a girl bathing suit out to our backyard pool, we didn’t have much money and that was what was around.  I remember dressing with friends in my sisters things, finding anything  I could wear. 

I loved anything female and I wwished I could dress like a girl all the time.  I started to secretly wear panties and would sleep in girls pj’s, changing after everyone was asleep. 

I remember one time I was so desperate to tell someone. I dressed in white tights and a one piece bathing suit, put on some leg warms, then I put on sweet pants and shirt over top and walked to show my friend down the street.  I explained I was taking dance and that was the outfit I had to wear.  She was kind, I never found out what she really thought, if it was any different from her smile and changing the subject.   

In my early teens, I dressed up as much as I could with what little I had but it wasn’t until I was 16 when I really started dressing.  I had a car and money to spend and there were clothing stores waiting for me…